i have a doctor appointment in seattle today and what would normally just feel like a tedious and scary errand also feels like a refreshing vacation of not staring at our house trying to figure out what to do. blood work, yay!

in lieu of an actual post, here is a song my partner found to express their feelings for now:

Greenday – Deadbeat Holiday

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i was curious about what the song might officially be about, since a lot of it feels grounded in an actual house. i haven’t figured it out yet, but I found this quote that I liked:

But even when everything seems way too messed up, and you feel like dying, all you really want to do is not give up. Even during the most difficult times you want to look at the brighter side of life and hope that a change for the better will come soon – whether it will or not.
– song meanings

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